a love I have never felt before,
A love i fear losing with every inch of my life.
I know, soon I shall carry on in my travels,
yet I fear losing him in my journey.
I admire his spirit,
and his un daunting will to carry on,
However it hurts when I try to help,
and then, he blames me for his failures.
His words cut, and slice, and sometimes they scar me into the morning light.
His warmth in the morning always seems to heal me,
his darkness still stirs,
waiting to strike down all who try to conquer it,
I see the light in his heart,
but he pushes it away…
I am afraid I will lose him in this crazy world.
I know he doesn’t even think about it.
I know why.
He is afraid.
And he won’t stop being afraid no matter how many times he fails,
and while his courage is inspiring
it is sad
like a candle in a storm
I can’t help you anymore. I can only mourn…
…please don’t stop believing in yourself. I will never stop believing in you. No matter how you tear me a part, and push me away. I love you.